Princess R's Diary

.Thursday, 12 November 2009 ♥

My fairy tale: Dying for your kiss

BOOOO!!! of coz this is for you too!! I LOVIE YOU LA~! MWAH!

I so wanna watch this movie again!!

Homo-licious you! here I come!!!

XOXO @ 00:00:00

.Tuesday, 10 November 2009 ♥

My fairy tale: Inspiring

I'm bored. Here are something to share :)

ps/I'mmissingyousomuchagain

XOXO @ 02:46:00

.Monday, 9 November 2009 ♥

My fairy tale: I'm more than this

11.44pm. I was awaken by this horrible dream. It was about me while driving, holding on to my bag. Realising that it was abit dangerous to drive that way, I decided to take off the bag from my body (it was a sling bag) and put it on the passenger seat. Whilst doing so, I got myself stucked between the bag's straps and the safety belt. Worst still, I could not seem to control the steering wheel and a very sharp corner was just minutes away. After seconds of struggling, I got myself strangled, yes, strangled by the bag straps. I couldn't breathe, the car was out of control, the sharp corner was just seconds away now. I panicked, and before I knew what's next, I woke up. Thank God. At least I didn't see myself knocking into the road divider or anything. But still, the dream is scary. I can still feel a chill running thru me.

I wonder what this dream is trying to tell me. I do blif that every dream does have it's own interpretations. It is trying to hint me to cheerish my life, and drive safely or is it merely cause my brain's tired.

Hrm..My bro just got into a really horrifying accident last friday while on his way to work. His car skidded, crashed into 3 trees, overturned, went to the opposite road, and caught fire! Imagine that!! Everyone would have thought that the person inside would have died or suffered really really serious injuries (at least that were what the police and foreman said). But guess what?? He was just so extremely lucky. He managed to climb out the car (like an F1 driver during a crash, that's what he said- and he looked so proud when he told me this. I gave him this =.= look) unhurt. Just slight scratches, and yes, I do mean slight. super slight. Bad news is that he felt pain all over . And till now, he has problem turning his neck. Went to the doc, and x-rays showed no internal injuries. Thank God again. But hopefully, his pain will go away. Or else, the doc said he will need to be hospitalised for further body check-up.

So, yea. Live life to the fullest. For life is short, one will never know when will be his/her last breath. I was just reading the news the other day and came across the news of 3 UTAR students were drown to death when they went for a swim in a waterfall , at this infamous picnic spot in Kampar. They were about my age, young and adventurous. Little did they know that or little did they expect that their life would come to an end on that very day.

This world is beautiful and full of love. Yet, we always fail to see it in such a way.Tell me, how often do you take your time, strolling or driving down that street, appreciating that beautiful sceneries we have around? How many times have you donated to an old sluggish begger? How often you tell your family you love them so much in your heart? How many times have you said you're really sorry for the wrongs that you've done? Do you remember when was the last time you've helped a person? We take for granted the life we're having. We give so little, yet we asked and want for much more.

Lesson : Spend every single seconds enjoying the life you're having now. For those who have been busy working hard like a honeybee (lol. cute heh .haha). Stop, slow down, relax. Pull up that hand break. Look around, there are just so many wonderful things happening around for you to see. And for those who have been doing nothing more than lazing and slacking around. Get your arse up! Start moving, for standing alone will bring you to no where! There are so much that could be done by you to make your life more exciting and this world a better place. For all, don't live life in remorse or regrets. For you'll have no time to love life. And before you know it. You're dead. Life's fair? It's only up for you to judge.

ps/ I promise myself to carry along my camera wherever I go next time. Hopefully. There're are just so much to snap out there to be kept as memories :)

So back to me.

I am quite sleepy today. Went out almost the whole day. Went to Celeb for gym . Yesh, I'm so freaking proud cause I've been MIA from the gym for more than 2 weeks - am getting fat. Nyek..What's new?? Eat + Sleep. Thanks to the bf. He fed me like a pig. But he's a dog. and I'm his bitch. LOL. funneh heh. We eat like a pig, live like a dog. And we're two loving erm.........'POG'?? <3

The bf is having his finals these few weeks, and he's been having headaches since friday :( . Not sure what's going on. And not sure whether is that why he's been so easily sleepy these days. I mean he has always been like a dog. But then, it's getting serious. And I'm worried sick now. He said he'll be fine. Still, it's been days. Sigh. Hopefully its just the stress (tho YOU seemed to be not doing much still :P) and nothing serious. *praying hard for you. fingers crossed*

So Jilly is supposed to get her car today. But unfortunately, something happened (and to cut short, I'm not telling it here), hopefully it will be tomorrow.

Oh yea, me and Jilly sinned alot again today. We went splurging :( And it's only the start of the month. Damn we're spoiled and useless in a way. LOL. So when mummy and sis went shopped just now, I decided not to get anything anymore. At least, for today or maybe the next few days. I'm supposed to buy the book "SECRET" and a black heel but ended up getting other unnecessary stuffs and not getting the stuffs that I wanted. Guess you stuffs need to wait till I have some extra bucks to spent. Lucky I have a job this week.

And shit. I really need to slim down. Argghh..! Me, mum and the sis had authentic Thai food for dinner. It was really good. Been craving for it, went searching round Metroprima and finally the boutique salesgirl told us about it. The place is uniquely decorated with distinct wooden crafts and fixtures- all from Thailand. This place is newly opened. So there's not much customers. But the tomyum is really good. A must try I would say. Provided, it keeps up to its cooking. LOL.

Gosh. Tell me. How to lose weight huh ??

ps/ the shitteh connection baru re-connected.

What's with ants in my room. Am I just too sweet that they can't resist me huh? * wink wink*

XOXO @ 23:44:00

.Thursday, 5 November 2009 ♥

My fairy tale: I'm not defeated. I'm the QUEEN!

Another week is coming to an end for most people. But for me and my fellow course-mates, it means only one thing- dreading long hours of lectures :( One word --> HORRIBLE!

Hrm. maybe not so bad. Cause weekends are when baby will be back home :) Tho I won't really get to see you :( But at least you're nearer to me. Hopefully I'm happy with just that. (=

Finally, things between me and Jilly were pretty much cleared now. At least, we won't be arguing over the same issues. Causing each other to get sad. And oh yea, she will be getting her car soon. Hopefully by this week if not next monday :) And its WHITE! pretty huh~ but make sure you clean it often!! I know you will..You're tidy.Unlike me.. boohoo!!! :P

Ommgooseee!! It's now already November!! Freaking fast! Didn't even realised I've been in the CLP course for about 2 months. Argghh!! I can already foresee the month of July 2010- CLP's final exam! Apparently, the passing rate is only a mere 17%. wtttff ! Please please please allow me to pass! I don't wanna fail! I don't wanna resit! !@#@##$$%$. I'm really disliking this course. Timetables.Place.Exams. Sux2DmaX! ( Don't get me wrong. I'm slowly making more new friends. Some are nice people. And I like nice people. :D )

I'm feeling really bad now. The IMU girls asking me to go out again. But its like 10pm now.. And I'm so lazy again. Arghh..If only I have the doroemon door. Everything will be just a doorstep away. I miss you girls...memories memories memories!!!... But but but....tired leh..sigh...:(

I hate making decisions.

Disliking someone. Who else.

ps/hopefullyiwon'tgetjealous

XOXO @ 22:41:00

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My fairy tale: For you I will

You are the reason why I continued writing.

You are the reason why I stopped writing.

You are the reason why I'm writing again.

XOXO @ 21:00:00

.Wednesday, 4 November 2009 ♥

My fairy tale: edit/ NO. I'm NOT fading anymore..

HAPPY 1St Month ANNiVerSary!!

I know it's overdue now..still. better late than never rightt?

U know I love U .RWAH! <3

edited/

XOXO @ 13:57:00

.Thursday, 29 October 2009 ♥

My fairy tale: Castle in the sky by Liz Kay

In mood for techno songs suddenly..so yea..here is it..

LIZ KAY- Castle in the sky

Do you ever question your life?
Do you ever wonder why?
Do you ever see in your dreams
all the castles in the sky

Oh, tell me why
do we build castles in the sky
Oh, tell me why
all the castles way up high
Please tell me why
do we build castles in the sky
Oh, tell me why
all the castles way up high

Oh, tell me why
do we build castles in the sky
Oh, tell me why
all the castles way up high
Please tell me why
do we build castles in the sky
Oh, tell me why
all the castles way up high

XOXO @ 00:00:00

.Wednesday, 28 October 2009 ♥

My fairy tale: Human can never really be contented huh..haha

Feeling bloody not sexyhh n prettyhh these days. Hair is so fugly..And I'm gaining weight ... Happy people gain weight easily..?? nyyehh..God's fair huh....

Pretty me , where are you!!!??!!

Fine, you watch out!! I'll find you !!

I'm so bored. The sis is gone till Sunday. She left the room in a super messy state. Gotta tidy for her. I'm so nice ryte.. wutudo..she's the lovelysexybutnotbitchy sis of mine. <3

Got some homework to do. But kinda lazy. My hardworking cells seem to have all disappeared since May. Not liking my course nowadays. I have no weekends anymore. And weekends are my life. Coz weekends are practically when most 'events' happen. I mean, dinners, outings etc etc..And when I'm not liking something, I kinda lost interest in them...and I won't bloody bother much. That's natural huh. Sigh. I guess I'll have to just go on and see how things go...Plan too much isn't really a good thing at times...

Oh yea. Heard that this whole week's gonna be ALL and nothing but MJ's movie screening in most cinemas..ridiculous duh?? Don't get me wrong. I liked him, and I will never blif all those rumours of him. But not everyone's MJ's hardcore fans for goodness sake..this is what people say, lived as a condemned, cursed superstar, died becoming a legend..sorta rubbish to me. Anyways, I wanted to watch, but tickets are all SOLD OUT apparently.I wonder how true is that..

Gosh, I can't feel my bones anymore. Had a big fat dinner with mum again. Joining the fatso club soon..NOOOO!! argg..gotta be on a fruity diet soon~~~

Btw, I'm so into Sunsweet California Pitted Prunes nowadays..MUST eat them everyday! Just finish eating one whole canister. Gotta get some again tomorrow. *wootwoot*

ps/imsomissinghimmore.

XOXO @ 21:53:00

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My fairy tale: I'm contented :)

Had a great day today. Everyday is a great day with HIM. Tho I burned my toungue and it still hurts a bit. I'm so situpid to drink boiling hot soup..lol. Still, I had one of the yummiest ice cream today. Snowy something. Its sorta like very finely blended ice cream I would say, topped with choc chips and choc syrup. :) Went back and chatted a while and by the time we looked at my watch, it was already 10pm. Sigh. Time passed just so fast with HIM around. It's just so enjoyable chilling, talking, crapping and sharing thoughts with HIM.

LOVE YA LOADS BAYBE! <3>

I'm gonna miss the HIM again. Saturday, come faster please!~!!~~!

Reached home, then went to yumcha with the BOONkuasa3. Damn powderful right his name. And he's the lamest person on earth. He misses us so much that he had to sacrifice RM3.20 to come see us for dinner at 12AM!!! HAHAHAHA..kesian this fellow...sorry la..Murni next time??Anyway, he's funny and nice. Single and available- please call me if anyone of you is interested in him. He is Bi. So both sexes are accepted. Want pictures of him? Let me know :D

*Boonkuasa3, you're so gonna love me ryte? *

Guess what! I haven been to gym for like a week plus!!!! arrgggggh..I'M SO DOOMMEEEDDD!!! Eating so much, yet exercising so little.. feeling so guilty now for eating char keow teoy for supper just now.DAMNIT!! NOOO!! I NEED TO CONTROL MYSELF!! I NEED TO!!! Determination...where are you again?? I need you so badly now! How nice if we human, can just eat and eat and eat without gaining weight. How cool ryte?? haha

Read Alex's blog. Abit the emo and touching at the same time. Hrm. To be honest, I never know guys would get upset over breakups. I thought guys get over such thing easily.

But recently, I've seen guys getting heartbroken over love matters. Perhaps, guys never express like how girls do. Egoism takes over maybe. And, afterall, they're still human.

Back to Alex, he's better now I think. The hardest thing about love is to know someone you love, doesn't love you anymore. I guess, if you love something, if you have to let go, then let it go. If it comes back to you, it will be yours forever. Learning to let go is never the easiest thing to do. It hurts alot. But then, if it doesn't then it's not love. Likewise said, falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful. But I believe, time will heal. And I know he'll be fine :)

To Billy, if you're reading this, again, I would like you to know, to trust is a blessing :) Being in a relationship is all about trust and commitment. Once you understand that, I'm sure you'll enjoy love.

I'm sleepy and tired already. Till then..goodnite peepz.

*hugs*

XOXO @ 02:53:00

.Sunday, 25 October 2009 ♥

My fairy tale: i'm not perfect but i'm real.

I need to stop thinking so much!!!!!

Coz I know..for better or worse..

Friends are forever. WE are forever.

A mere friend will agree with you, but a real friend will argue.

Quoted from Lynn:

There is a difference between

having faith, from having faith in faith;

being in love, and being in love with love..

ps/ missingyouandYOU.

XOXO @ 23:46:00