.Saturday, 12 December 2009 ♥
My fairy tale: New friend found
I'm turning nocturnal. Oh yes, I'm like an owl now. =.=
The 9 of us took the monorail to Sg Wang. Put the blame on Sue Ann. :P It was my freaking 2nd time taking monorail. Super packed during our return journey. As expected, we were late for our PP's lecture, and yes, we kinda wanna be late, just to skip the quiz. Walked in like royalties!!LOL. We were so noisy at KimGary, everyone were practically looking at us as if we're jakun! Anyway, it was fun. :)
Some pics we took =)
Leslie, Me, SueAnn, Tony, SeetLoong
Jennifer, SaraKate, Zizi, Jade
I can't wait for holidays to start! and Mr. Kevin let us go early today, 9pm instead of 9.30pm!
Got home, and went out with the sis, tracy (the future sis-in-law), and my mum (she just wanna be young). We went had some snacks and drinks at sixtynine bistro at Damansara Perdana. Some small drama happened, but ain't gonna elaborate here. LOL. funneh tho. Haha. The food was good esp the foochuk thingy.
Some pics again..
Gosh, I so wanna do so much during the holidays. Basically, I wanna go out and out and out !!!
I'll be free from next week onwards! Come date me!! Anyone??
X'mas is coming!! Have no plans yet whatsoever..sad huh..Oh yea, just found out recently that my lunar birthday falls on X'mas day!! What a coincidence! XD
Daddy plans to have X'mas dinner earlier this year. He says he's afraid we would have our own programs on the 25th itself, so yea. 23rd it is :). Haven really decided on any particular place tho. FYI, we're not christian, but we celebrate X'mas every other year just for the sake of fun and of coz, the presents. My family is just so cool and fun. Occasionally, we would go pub and yumcha together kay! <3
Shit, I'm coughing like hell again. Sigh. I think I better go rest now.
Signing out sweetz! Mwah!
XOXO @ 02:22:00
.Thursday, 10 December 2009 ♥
My fairy tale: SHOUT OUT!
Guess what!!!!
HOLIDAYS WILL BE STARTING A WEEK EARLIER!! WHICH MEANS I WILL HAVE 7 EXTRA DAYS, 168 EXTRA HOURS, 10080 EXTRA MINUTES, 604800 EXTRA SECONDS TO SPARE! *woot woot*
And the girlfriends from ATC are planning for a short trip. And and and , since the BF is out of town, I guess this is the best way for me to not miss him till death.
Back to the trip! That chiobu SueAnn suggested Disneyland. I think CLP has got her mind go crazy. HAHA! Well, not too bad of a suggestion if only we planned this earlier. And, also if we have more money and more time....Still..I can't wait for any trip! It will be my first holiday outing with these new lovelies I've known since I started my-used-t0-be-dull life at ATC. And now, I know classes won't be that bored anymore with those girls around.
To my lovely SHIYIN,
I'M SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY!!! I KNOW I'VE BEEN LETTING YOU DOWN. FFK-ING ALL THE TIME. I REALLY WANTED TO MEET UP WITH YOU TODAY, BUT..SOMETHING ALWAYS COMES UP IN THE VERY LAST MINUTE. SO SORRY DARLING :( ..YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU <3>
So, the BF is gone. Few more days baybe!! ME MISH YOU BOO!
XOXO @ 23:39:00
.Wednesday, 9 December 2009 ♥
My fairy tale: To whom it may concern..:)
Just found out something I should not have known.
Still..just a lil note to whom it may concern..
Don't rush to love,
Let love find you,
What's falling in love?
You fall naturally,
You never force yourself to fall,
You just fall.
To let go is never easy,
To move on is even harder,
For your heart has been stolen,
But remember your love will never be wasted.
Love is pure and simple,
It's not an obligation,
It's supposed to be full of fun.
There's no why, what, how.
What matter is NOW that you enjoy to love and being loved.
Never love again if your heart is not there.
Never love again if don't dare.
ps/just so you readers know, this is not about me. i'm all good with my baybe. haha.
XOXO @ 03:08:00
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My fairy tale: Love me or love me not
I tried sleeping, but I can't tho I know I'm tired.
Lying on my sofa, facing the laptop, the tv is on..but heck I know what's going on cause I'm not watching. Lol. The sis is next to me, we decided to just sleep on the sofa..if we ever sleep. Weird huh. Yea, we're weirdos~
the lame sis wanna show her black ugly nail polish. haha.:P
Finally I've got my cooler from PC fair last sunday.AND IT'S PINK COZ IT WAS LIMITED EDITION!! cool nyeh~~hehe.. Went with the sis and The BF. Met up with boonX3 as well. It was all good. PC fair was like pasar malam. Expected much. And those frigging broadband companies, freaking irritating with so so so many promoters all in one long long long line stuffing flyers to your face..haha..it's so true I promise! Heard that it's been like that since last year..gosh, it's been at least 2 years I haven't been to any PC fair..
It's december again. It's been really fast. I realised I haven't been doing much ever since I got back in July. But I actually enjoyed lazing around. I didn't wanna think much about anything, I like having my mind free of thoughts. But I know it's impossible. The older you get, the more you've got to think, about almost everything, anything. No matter how much you hate doing it, you need to. And that's part of growing up. You need to lead your life for no one could do it for you. If your life screwed up, it's entirely yours but no ones fault.
When I was young, I never failed to stop wanting to grow up faster. I had always wanted to attend high school, next I wished for college, unis, etc..I thought it would be fun being an adult. Being able to do anything you want without having anyone to have control over you. Being able to run free without having your wings tied. But, now that I'm all legally grown up, I don't feel the fun. I mean, yes, there are happy times, but there are much sad times either. There are so much to worry, so much to consider, so much to do, so much this, so much that..and to be honest, I do feel bad going through one day doing nothing. Still, I do nothing..what's new.. how often do people really repent?
Sigh, I better stop merepek-ing...
Guess what we do on our date today?? We cleaned fish pond or pond filter..arg..watever they're called..!! haha. Don't laugh, it's fun kay. Everything with HIM is fun! ♥ ♥ ♥ And and, the fat UP went had pizza, chicken wings, lasagna and garlic bread for dinner! No wonder we never get to lose those extras pounds. Nyeh..so what??
Hrm, I'm so gonna miss you. And you know who you are. Hopefully the days will pass soon before I realise I miss you too much that I can stand no more.
Time to go bed before I become a monster. Good night everyone!
XOXO @ 02:02:00
.Monday, 7 December 2009 ♥
My fairy tale: My dream
I had a dream of a little fantasy,
I was this girl who had everything,
It was so real yet surreal as it may seem,
Tell me, why is this just a dream?
The days were bright, the nights were clear,
I smiled, I laughed, I never teared,
With my guardian angel, there were nothing I feared,
Please, don't wake me up..this is the life I desire.
Again, today I had a dream,
A dream of the same fantasy,
The same girl I was who had everything,
Who smiled, who laughed and who never teared,
Who had her guardian angel to keep her from fear,
And though those were the life I desired,
I tell myself to wake up,
For they meant nothing but just one of my other dream.
XOXO @ 02:04:00
.Friday, 4 December 2009 ♥
My fairy tale: When 2 becomes 1
Friday friday friday!! The day I hate most. Why? Coz I'll have classes..Sigh. Boring.
So how's my week? It's been good. Had buffet lunch with the BF at Sheraton on monday. Thanks to his sis. Desserts were not bad. And brinjals!! Haha. The BF was so into the brinjals that right before the buffet ended, he went to get some, and too bad, there're no more! And and and, his expression!!! HAHAHA..like a boy who lost his toy truck or a girl who had her barbie stolen! LOL. DONGDONG!! :P
So we went Pavilion next, it was our 2nd visit. LOL. Yes, 2nd! haha. We seldom go KL kay. It's always PJ. Went KD for dinner cause it was the BF's sis birthday :)The place served nice red bean soup dessert! I wanna have another bowl actually, but..paiseh and kinda full already. Hehs~
Tues was good and bad. LOL. why? Good cause me and mum went did some shopping at Bangsar. I got myself few extras occupants for my wardrobe. Love that summer dress! *woot* Bad cause the purpose of going to Bangsar was to fixed my RedDevil car, there's something wrong with the alignment and my keyless sensor. Sigh, was at the service centre from morning till evening, and they still cant fixed it, especially the keyless thingy. And and and, I need to go back there again next Monday. Sigh. All alone next round. I'm so gonna be bored then. If anyone of you are nice enough, meet me at 11am next monday at Suzuki Bangsar to teman me plzzzzz?? @_@
Dinner sucky too cause it was all meat meat and nothing but meat! YUCKS! Cause it was some birthday of the deity of the temple my family been going to, we have this celebration thingy. Super tired. But decided to do something before I sleep just for some surprise. So stayed up abit. Haha. AND ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT! :P
Watched Ninja Assassin on Wed. Decided that over the popular New Moon because New Moon's reviews are horrible. And cause I've not watch Twilight before. Booohoo!! Who cares.. Edward Cullen not even cute. Yuck! So skinny for goodness sake. No offence to Robert's fan, but he's just so gay. Not even a gush of hotness in him.
YEAHH!! Finally downloaded The Notebook. A movie I've never finished despite watching a few times. And yes, watched from the start till the end with baybe yesterday. :) We've been wanting to watch it together so many times, but just din manage to download it..So yeap, enjoyed yesterday. We had fun. At least I did. For whacking him with pillow!!! It's funny how he ran away from me when I wanna tickle tickle. HAHAHAHA!!Yes, I'm weird.
SIGH..gtg for classes now till 10PM :(
Till then..Buhbye Loves ~!
XOXO @ 11:37:00
.Sunday, 29 November 2009 ♥
My fairy tale: The Law of Attraction
Ever wonder why all good things seemed to happen to only a certain group of people?
Or maybe why do some people always get to have things go their way?
Have you ever desire for life to be as good as those you're jealous of?
Well, I do.
Life is never difficult as it may seems. It's US that makes life difficult.
All we need to do is to have a positive mindset. Believe that everything that you asked for is valid and deserves to be fulfilled. With that, you're halfway reaching your goal.
Be your own cheerleader. Lead your own life.
Jack Canfield, "Your thoughts act as a mirror, reflecting back to you the very energy you project. The thoughts and energy that you send out into the universe will always attract back to you, in one form or another, things and experiences that match those thoughts and energy."
The Man Who Thinks He Can by Walter D. Wintle
If you think you are beaten, then you are.
If you think you dare not, you're right.
If you like to win, but you think you can't
It is almost certain you won't.
If you think you'll lose, you've lost.
For out of the world we find,
Success begins with a person's will.
It's all in the state if mind.
If you think you are outclassed, you are.
You've got to think high to rise.
You've got to be sure of yourself
before you can ever win a prize.
Life's battles don't always go to
the stronger or faster man,
but sooner or later the man who wins
is the man who thinks he can.
XOXO @ 23:50:00
.Saturday, 28 November 2009 ♥
My fairy tale: Men..by Oprah
Was reading thru my many emails..and I came across this..
What Oprah wrote about men..
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior.
Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job.
Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage...
Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
"You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...
look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. "
Dating is fun... even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
Never co-sign for a man.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other women and men (just so they know)...
You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare
XOXO @ 14:52:00
.Friday, 27 November 2009 ♥
My fairy tale: Just for laugh :D
I'm a fish which can't swim.
Taken by the non-bitchy sis when we're in Belgium.
And yes you're right. We have lots of retarded pics.
This is just one of the many.
Laugh guys! Coz I'm ugly!
Laugh guys! Coz I'm ugly!
ps/cheerupbaybe
XOXO @ 23:38:00
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My fairy tale: Morning breeze
It rained whole night, there're thunders and storms.
I was afraid, for all night I stay awake.
Under my warm blanket I hide, hugging my pillow tight.
And I told myself it'll be over soon.
As I peep opened my eyes, I smiled and said,
'good morning beautiful rainbow hues'
Wanted some fresh air to clear the mind. Went out for a stroll at the park. The sun was shinning so brightly, I saw beautiful smiles, I heard cheerful laughters. Children were playing so happily, adults were chatting or gossiping..giggling here and there? haha. I tell myself, ' what a beautiful scene'
What's there to be sad about? There're people who's struggling for their last breath. There're those hunger for food. Many live without a shelter. And me? I have everything I could ask for. A a great family, a bf, good friends, best mates.. Live has been considerably good. Why grudge?
We can talk things out. I know we could.
When we were given something, we expect more. And sometimes, when we're given too much, we get suffocated. And that's when feelings become entangled. Perhaps, less is more.
And for those archaic serenades, I'll always remember. For that's how our history began.
And I quote: our story is just one of the many more.
XOXO @ 09:31:00
